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Curbside
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Yes, I can play flute...Better than you.


Kit we kanti shmo leh dihg ni. So Hi. Who are you? Oh, you want to read my Journal, don't you. Well, happy to say, it's friends only. Meaning.... Sorry, most of you can't read it all. Oh well, sucks to be you! You can always talk to me on aim or yahoo or msn. I have ICQ, yahoo, msn, aim so I can talk to everybody! Just leave me a message!

By the way, I don't live in Kennewick as most of you should know. Our family is in the process of moving so now I live in Chattanooga Tennessee, zip code 37421. I attend Chattanooga High Center For Creative Arts (CCA for short) and I'm graduating this year.

So what's going on in my life as of now? Well last year ((May 2004)) I was diagnosed as clincally depressed. One medicine led to another which led to another which led to me being me today. I'm still technically 'depressed' but not to the extreme that I was last year. I just get extremly irratable and can rip someones throat open verbally and not realize it. Not as bad as last year, I'm slowly but surely improving. Well I don't go to that extreme but I do get really pissy.

Improvements from last year.
~I'm no longer dating a schizo pyscho freak who used me and abused me.
~I'm going to graduate highschool on May the 21st
~I'm going to college in the fall and will start up band camp again. Booyah bitches, fuck y'all!
~I can sleep with out having to take any medicine to put me to asleep, slowly the paranoia is going away
~I have some really good friends who I <3 to death!
~I dated one guy in the beginning of the year but dumped him because it just wasn't working. There was no spark, yanno what I mean?
~I went to prom and had an awesome time
~A good frind of mine hooked me up with an angel who I love immensely!
~Good things come to those who wait
~I haven't cried in months
~I always have a smile on my face and in my heart
~I get to move out next year and open a new chapter in my life

Here are some pictures to show you how I'm doing:

-curbside
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'blackmail', 18, 878-gjr, a new life, a new world, aerostar vans, aim, alto flute, art, asl, at the drive in, attending band practices, autism, band, band camp, band geeks, band nerds, band room, band trips, bands of america, being me..., being warm, bitching, bitching and moaning, bjur, bus rides, buying music, cake, camera, captain jack sparrow, card games, cat and dog chase, chattanooga, chatting, chicago, classical music, cologne, competitions, computers, concert band, concerts, conducting, confetti, cuddling, democrats, dib, digital camera, dreaming, dreams, driving like a lunatic, dvds, elephant, fanfiction, fantasy, ferris bueller's day off, field shows, filler bunny, fine arts, flute, free concerts, freedom, gir, going to sectionals, gwar, happy noodle boy, harry potter, holst, home games, honor bands, hope, hot sexy marching techs, inside jokes, invader zim, jason mraz, johnen vasquez, johnny depp, jthm, juilliard, kennewick high school, looking at stars, lord of the rings, love, marching, marching band, marching band shows, modest mouse, mozart, mp3 player, mp3s, muppets, muse, music, musicians, nail bunny, nny, over the stars, people watching, peoples reactions, pep band, percussion, performing arts, photography, pianists, piano, piccolo, pictures, procrastinating, rain, rainbow connection, rainbow leglings, robert w. smith, savvy, saying random things, sections, sims, sirius black lives, sleeping, snow, snuzzling, solos, songs, soundtracks, squee, starbucks, stars, sunshine on the window, symphony orchestra, taking privates lesson, tears, techno, the mars volta, trying on different bras, tuners, under the stream, vi vo, watching white people dance, wind ensemble, wishes, wishing on stars, wtf, zim

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